Tagged (again)

1.What have you been doing recently?
- Loitering.

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- it turn itself off very often.

3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
- Good question.I've passed my driving test.

4. When did you last cry?
- Before i stop crying for the last time.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
- i'll believe if i can change it.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
- a girl maybe.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- i drive.

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- everybody wanna Sheet.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
-

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
- nice texts always located in the "outbox"

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- they're already complicated.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- Never.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- ..... SKIP!

14. What are you proud of?
- I'm ordinary.

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
- My mailbox outdated.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- Yesterday~~~

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- err...think so.

18. What does your last received message say?
- "You call me for wat?"

21. Who gives you best advice?
- Everyone tat gives good advices.none are best.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- i eat it from the plastic container.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- The phone operator.She told me "sorry please try later.."

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
- No.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- Reina Slipped.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- No.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- forgotten.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- No.they're still intact.

29. Who annoys you the most in person?
- a pessimistic girl.i call her "her"

30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
- mentally ya.and i almost crush someone during car lesson.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- No.

32. What is the colour of your room?
- White.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- make it double thn deal.

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
- NEVER.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- ...

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- My dog.hehe...

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- -FIRST KISS FOR SALE HERE-

38. Do you have a life?
- an unwelcomed one.

39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't die?
- I'm alive while i'm not.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- Profiles my profile.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- MACHEDA!!

43. Have you changed this year?
- perhaps.

44. What are you listening right now?
-The PORTO-MU football commentary!

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- Nope.I'm prefectly alone.

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
- Opened.Blinking sometimes.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
-Dozens..

48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
- Myself.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
-ya.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- Kill someone tat pissed me off.i ended up blocking him/her.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- Sleeping.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- no.Due to tat it's empty right now.

53. What song best decribed your love life?
- Ricky Martin-Nobody wants to be lonely.

54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
- God knows.

55. Who always make you laugh?
-Politicians.

56. Do you speak other language other than english?
-ya.4 other languages.

57. Favourite website(s)?
- dozens.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Blinking my eyes and keep on breathing.

60. Who do you think you are like?
- No one ever resembles me.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- i wont drag the others wif me.

62. Where have you been today?
- Yakin Pandu,Fa-qih futsal... blabla..

63. What game do you play often?
- Sushido!

64. Who are you missing right now?
- a friend.a special friend.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
-...F××K it.

66. What are you doing right now?
- Hitting the keypad.

67. Which primary school are you from?
- 1/2 Chung Hwa,1/2 Peir Chih.

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
- Red,Orange,Whitish Silver.

69. What emoticon you like to show?
- = =
70. What is your life to you?
- Challenging.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- Destroy it.

72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
- i prefer not to disclose.

73. Who do you admire most?
- Van Der Vaart.

74. Which month are you born in?
- March.

75. How are you feeling right now?
- Happy.

76. What's the time now?
- GMT +8 1921

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
-Smart,Deep....blablabla..

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- Black,the natural colour dye.

79. Why are you doing this?
- who knows?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- Dreaming Out LOUD.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- no marriage.

82. Who is more important to you?
- Everyone who cares bout me.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
-Hope tat it's not the last day of my life.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Anyone who can make Man United crowned.

85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
- It's a Fact.and i believe it.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- to have every dream come true.

87. What is your goal for this year?
- many..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- if afterlife exist thn i do.

89. What feeling do you love most?
- Sweetness.

90. Do you really think its global warming now?
- STUPID.

91. What feeling do you hate most?
- Every bad feeling.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- ya.

93.Do you believe in God?
- I believe god is an different thing.

94. Who cares for you most?
- My parents.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Enjoy life.

96. What will you bring when you fight
- A hand of friendship.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- Failed to score more As in SPM.

98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
- as long as i care for myself,i wont die.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- Make it 3 for her.

100. How do you feel now?
- Disgusted.

骗吃骗喝骗L牌

很就没有在这里涂鸦了。不过当中原因我直接skip掉算了，就像我们看书skip掉作者简介和“序”一样。
本人一生骗吃骗喝数十载。昨天这一遭，我可以引以为傲半辈子。
学车，人生必经阶段，轻松与否，鉴于天赋。越没天赋，人家对你期待越低，越容易通过。
二月二十一号早上，多云，微暗，大风，风速40km/h，浪高1.5米，是闹车祸的好日子，我学车的坏日子。
教车auntie一如该往的驾着她的kancil飞驰而至，锁了门，我依依不舍的告别了小狗豆豆，它是唯一一个给予我祝福的生物，我上了车，此时，天上的云遮盖了微弱的阳光...我胸口一阵闷骚，一种不祥的预感涌上心头..(作文《倒霉的一天》的模范开头)
到了传说中的yakin pandu，交上的borang，等了差不多两个钟，终于轮到我们P1的选手大显身手了。向前走了两步，我才发现那些马来仔个个已经磨拳擦掌，打算把他们的毕生功力都显露出来。(在kelantan，飚车虽然不是他们的正业，但是称作他们的饭碗也不为过。）而我，永远都坚守着不无牌驾驶的原则，所以对摩多一直都是敬而远之。
果然，就连大队里最脆弱的巫裔雌性生物一跃上坐骑，就生龙活虎起来。茫然下，我硬着头皮口口吃吃的向那位abang述说心中无奈。“Abang,sayo tok pandai bawok moto,tok pernoh bawok”我大胆承认。“demo pandai bawok basika ko?kalu pandai，mudoh sajo moto!”他是这样安慰着，显然对这样的情况非常的习惯了。
我无视别人的鄙视眼光，坚强的走向了泊放烂motor的地方，选了一辆当中最完整的motor，车牌好像是DS 8054，
坐上去，静静等候下一步指示。Abang教了启动方法后，体贴的指示我绕场驾驶十圈，掌握平衡。
身为一位单行车达人，我的天资绝对是聪明的，一点即通，一教就会，一学就精。十圈，就小菜一碟嘛，饭前甜点。到了起跑点，我上档，猛然的一捻油！心里期盼的强大后座力没有随之而来，低头一看，speedometer指着10km/h与20km/h的正中间。这该死的东西只能跑到15km/h？！你赶鸟咩？我跑都不只这个速度啦。就这样绕完了十圈，缓慢的十圈，没有刺激感的十圈，我请示教官的下一个命令，以为我可以投入正式的练习了。“eh,boleh doh,dapat L doh”教官一脸正经的表示。我木然十秒钟，然后涌上心里的第一个反应是:我X!我还百五块来驾你的老马咩?我这样上公路，不是随时被脚车撞?所以我很肯定，一个人能骗吃骗喝，未必是他自愿的，也可能是别人的漠视造成了。==
学车的过程就正规多了，汽车的行驶速度正常。除了在驾驶时脚的行动极度不便外，一切正常。我第一次驾车，教官就指示我把车驾到公路上实习，这还是挺少见的。途中我还在杂货店处停放教官下车去买烟，sipeh成就感！一路上平平稳稳，只是紧急刹车了一次，来闪避路上的牛粪，不过当时教官的反应比我还大，可能怕牛粪造成车祸吧..==
车驶回了原处，现在需要做的，就是等了。从1点等到4点，我才得以回家。sipeh累！L牌虽然到手了，不过我保证！我绝对不会贸贸然驾motor到街上，以免被脚车等危险车辆碾毙！
最后，有谁能够教我真真正正的驾motor?我重重有赏！！

08~

回味08，
是有点复杂，
年头带着一种初生之人不怕考的气势，
年尾还是不得不拿起书埋头苦读，
就连说好放弃的add maths也做了一点点，
我成熟了，
我现在可以很骄傲的向大家宣布，
我成熟了！
今年很值得回味，
但是我又没本事像去年年底酱，
把一年的每个月都拿来回味一番，
强啊！
我不信星座，
但是它揣测到我写文章时笔法混乱...
所以我已尽量把我的词句都弄得更有次序了，
还是读得很昏的，
就别读了。
揣测得这么神，
我还是偏偏不信星座！
吹啊？
新年来到，
却不及去年快乐。
考完试，
人生目前的唯一目标结束后，
原本想每天大刺刺在老豆老母面前玩电脑的感觉淡去了。
这就是长辈政府社会灌注在我们心里的"责任"。
该死的东西，
影响力就是这么强！
没什么好写，
没有兴致像往年酱等大考成绩，
啊，自己都可以预料到的结果，
何必去等？
那张纸只会成为一个累赘，
我们成为“未来主人翁”的障碍。
真的没有mood写了，
越写越烦，
越烦想的越多。
我把这个现象命名为“考后忧郁症”，
从此在医学界扬名！
傻了，真的..
停笔了，真的停笔了！
很多人说过我的部落格很难留comment,
太多哲学...
所以就别留了...
ok?

还有记得提醒我把 buku teks sejarah tingkatan 5 还给学校贷书部门，不然又不能拿成绩...凸！

Tagged (N years ago)

THE SELF
[01] Real name: Lai Ning Hong
[02] Nickname: Long Bean, anything tat is long
[03] Married: nope and never
[04] Zodiac Sign: Pieces
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age:still 3 months to become a man
[07] High school: ex chung hwa student
[08] College:dunno
[09] Height: Almost 190 (no kidding)
[10] Weight: 60++ and increasing.not underweight.
[11] Do you like yourself: sometimes.
[12] Piercings:i like natural holes.
[13] Right or left: WTH?u can choose whr to place ur natural holes?
[14] Are you a freak: yea to normal person,no to a freak.
[15] Hair: dark brown
[16] Skin: white currently.
[17] Allergic: i'll tell if i found out any.
[18] What are you doing now: keep asking and i'll be hitting u
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: still completing tis tag,perhaps...
[20] What will you do 10 years later:damn it,i'll be murdering one who tag me.

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Both
[22] Siblings(included you):2.
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: My Bro...
[25] Love/hate your family:u tell me tat.

THE LOVE (The sometimes-Meaningless Part)
[26] You found your another half:found someone who is still not my half.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: HER
[28] If no, who you want she to be: Still HER
[29] Time(s) you in relationship:keep it a secret but i'm still pure.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000):Not yet.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000):Maybe but i wont realize tat.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half:yup,coz i didn't take action.yet.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:self-comprehend the word action.
[34] Ever argue with your other half:dun given such chance.
[35] You with your other half since:Refer to question [32]
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo:Maybe,but probably dun realize tat
[37] Reasons you love your other half:Love me for a reason,let the reason be love.
[38] You and your other half in which stage:Close Friends.
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you:i hate to recall the origin.
[40] Ever think of marry he/she:it's for a man to decide,dun ask these to a boy.
THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: what defines the word "best"?
[42] Your first enemy:the Swarm of bees which stung me and missed my penis by inches.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only):Lets not put the word loves on friends.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): better dun reveal it.remember ISA?
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend:the one whom be the most pretty to me...often be the one tat i....well..u know...
[46] Your most handsome boy friend:lets not hurt the other's feeling..k?
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most:try to catch my attention by acting pity.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most:Who relies on others to win a girls heart back.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before:it's happening...
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover:shoo...bad memories!
[51] If your friend backstabbing you:i never caught a knife in my back be4.i'm to passive to get attacked.
[52] If your friend betray you:Kill him be4 he/she apologize.too late to do so if he/she do.
[53] If your friend woo your lover:never woo my other half, tat's probably the last thing u do.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you:kill him if he is male,consider it if she is a girl.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend:handling such problems...

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student:i'm good for being bad.
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: as miracle,i did it once tis year.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:to me love is a serious term.i like them.
[59] Always late to school/college: early to arrive,late to reach school gate.
[60] Your class: ex 5sc3 student
[61] You love your seniors: they are holy to me,for those knowledge they have.
[62] Seniors who you love the most: pretty seniors.female of coz.
[63] Your classmates good/bad:the relationship btween them,it's complicated.
[64] Excellent result classmate:i forgot their result quick enuff to continue our relationship.
[65] Laziest classmate:am i counted?

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people:smart enuff to realize they are actually stupid.
[67] Stupid people:stupid enuff to ignore their stupidity
[68] Good looking people:only met one in my life...emmm..
[69] Ugly people:skip this...they are created to play their role.
[70] Funny people:Those who didnt overexpose their humor
[71] Cute people:those who cute enuff they needn't to act it
[72] Bad people:bad have lotta definition.
[73] Honest people:those who didnt cheat me.
[74] Acting people: Stephen Chow is once a good comedian.
[75] You are what kind of people:Judge,dun ask me.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes,for it is least exposed.
[77] Hugs or kisses:Wait until i tasted both,i'll tell u.
[78] Shorter or taller: Shorter.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: depends.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice mind.
[81] Listener or Talker: more a talker to a listener,more a listener to a talker
[82] Romantic or rich:Both.in addition a bit of humor.i blended it well.
[83] Good husband or good father:a good husband if my wife duwan children.

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry:prefer not to if i can.
[85] Numbers of kid(s):i follow the condom's instructions well.they wont leak..forever.
[86] Career: works tat i can relax.
[87] Salary:the more the better.
[88] Retirement age:if i can choose,i prefer not to work at all...
[89] Properties value:as long as i can relax,it's ok.
[90] Wishes:Hope tat i hav a courage to date her..XD XD
THE VICTIMS
[91] Xiaoe
[92] Rizkye
[93] Lukas
[94] JC
[95] C Ronaldo(if he reads my blog)
[96] Gomes
[97] Andy Lau
[98] Aska Yang
[99] HER
[100] anyone of u, and the 9 above who never read my blog be4(well,one of them do).

新狼来了

狼来了，一篇连三岁儿童都倒背如流的烂故事。在N年前的社会，此故事曾经风靡一时，然而，在先进思想改观，色情泛滥，全球统化，通货膨胀的社会里，牧羊童第一次遇到狼，估计已经无法存活。所以我毛遂自荐的编写了一个<新狼来了>，与时并进。
公元2008年有个牧羊童，愚蠢非常。他的妈妈看到他头脑这样，毅然决定不把他送上学，以免他到学校唱衰学校名声。所以，他妈就到郊区顺手牵了数百只四处流连的杂种羊，任他放牧。
人谓“羊如少女，提放小心”，这名牧羊童虽笨，但也明白这道理。只见他对羊儿百依百顺，小心翼翼的服侍她们。然而好景不在，有一天，牧童和羊儿们遇上了一只狼，这只狼对羊没兴趣,只攻击牧童。牧童因蠢，无力反抗。羊儿尝试解围，不果。幸好遇上了一群牧羊人。牧羊人尽了万分努力，终于解救了牧童。牧童在感谢了牧人后，对着他的羊儿发脾气，认为她们庸俗，没能力保护她们的主人。
羊儿受伤了，牧童的责备在她们的心里划下一道无可复合的伤口。羊儿决定与牧童分道扬镳。牧童不舍，但是却没有办法，因为这个社会提倡保护动物权力，更何况感情这种东西强迫不来的。
无助下，牧童想到了曾经帮助他的牧人们，便大喊一声“狼来了”，牧人们一听到喊声以为无能的牧童又出事了。一到现场，才发现原来是虚报。原本很赌懒的牧人听了牧童的情况后，决定帮助他。牧人不知道，他的这个决定将会对自己和蠢人牧童的未来带来重大的改变。
牧人把牧童带到自己的敝舍讨论大计。然而羊儿对牧人的诉苦让牧人看清了牧童的愚蠢，所以牧人毅然决定不再帮助牧童。牧童的愚蠢令他无法查觉出牧人态度上的转变。他一次次的呐喊“狼来了”，虽然牧人预知了牧童的虚报，但是安全起见，牧人还是一次次前来援助。-这里省略援助经过以及结果-
终于有一天，牧人忍无可忍了，便联合羊儿们计划，打算仟灭牧童，一劳永逸。羊儿把牧童约出来，牧童以为事情有了转折点，欢喜的同意了。然而，一见到羊儿，牧童惊然发现牧人正躲在隐蔽点，手里捉着苏联出产的SVD狙擊步槍,正在瞄准这他，准备发射。
牧童本能下转身就逃，牧人没有击毙牧童之意，所以就射向牧童的脚。牧童重伤，狼狈爬走。在此可见SVD的恐怖威力。
在牧童消失后，羊儿和牧人就过着美好的生活，羊儿与牧人成了好朋友，常常互相探望。童话世界从此和乐融融。
若读者们觉得此童话故事有多处暗示，并隐蔽着一个重大的真实故事，那赖某就进一步给予提示，揭露真象。
请用下述名次代替原本名次：
牧童-->某愚蠢男友
羊儿-->某愚蠢男友之女友
牧人-->赖某
大狼-->醋坛
动物权力-->女性权力
SVD Dragunova狙擊步槍-->恶言恶语
相信读者们在提示填充后可以将会了解事实真相。若有网友觉得赖某在近日多了一丝冷意，不要怀疑，此乃牧童所致！

If....

You are not advised to read tis blog if...
~you expect tis article to be like Sir Rudyard Kipling's poem or David Gates' song
~you expect tis article will turns out to be educating or romantic
~you enjoy a bus ride very much

I must admit..whn i'm writing in english is much least rude thn writing in chinese.So i'd made my mind,from now on,i'm gonna write my blog in english.BUT,prepare for a lotta grammatical mistake,because my english sucks.
I'm once again waiting for my bus,to return to Kuala Krai.Buses are notorious for keep people waiting.And i hate to wait.However,tis is the cheapest way to get my ass back to KK.The bus station is crowded.Normally it is crowded,and during Thursday,it is damn more crowded,much to my dismay.
I waited for the bus for 1 and a half hour,and in that period of time,i'm consuming carbon dioxide and carbon monoxide like oxygen.My lungs must hav overcame it's harm,because until now,there is still no symptoms of lungs cancer occurring on me...
Mercifully,the bus came.We queued,and we push while queuing.At first i acted like a gentleman.U know,like ladies first and old man first.Moments later,i realise how useless my moral studies in the society.It's an untolerance world dude.Toleransi?We follows the law of the jungle!The Strongest Survives!!so i started to fight my way up to the top of the mountain,however...i ended up standing...
Yeah,on the bus at last!I'm relieved,but disgust as well...all sorts of smell started to transpire...i thought i stink, but i must admit i lost to the man standing beside me.Shit,total mixture of curry and sweat...i can feel his furry hand scrubbing wif my Holland football jersey.Jeez...
Finally we reached Machang,and lotta people moving slowly down the bus..(much to my relief).Suddenly,the empty seat i aimed for a long time was occupied!where did tis dude came from?Tat's y i hate a bus with two doors.He slipped into the bus from the backdoor...Arrgghh!Approximately ten ppl went down the bus, but... yes, BUT... another twenty ppl were getting on.Here you go...i'm standing until i reached KK.Numbness started to spread from my foot to my leg.I'm gonna faint,surely.
When did i reached KK,i'm not sure.i juz knew that an empty seat came out from no where.The seat is warm, and i can feel the warmth in my heart...*sniff*.
After 3 minutes(out of 2 hours) sitting,i reached the familiar town...my hometown.I went down the bus before the it reached the station(to avoid another survival competition,of course...).i walked to the Kedai Jam Eastern,and greet the welcome from my grandma.Yeah!HOME SWEET HOME!
btw...i know my blog template sucks...gimme me some time to figure out how to edit html..ok?I'll put something more interesting,such as the Dark Knight,or the outdated spiderman.Be patience..Why so serious....?

忏悔...

我要忏悔，不把这些心事写出来，我真的会惭愧一辈子，因为我，因为一时的傲慢，侮辱了一位自力更生的仁兄。
这名仁兄乃工作于一室内球场的饮食部。患有听障。曾因沟通问题而与球脚发生了少些误会。事关钱财，所以这名老兄不肯妥协，执意要求老板娘出面解决。老板娘抽不出身，所以大伙的时间遭到耽搁。虽然事情最后获得解决，但是我做了一件不可原谅的孽。我出言侮辱他的残缺。
事过已久，我渐渐的忘却了自己犯下的这件恶行。直到今日，我回到同一个地方踢球，他还是坐在同一个地点卖饮料，这时，我还并未对自己感到惭愧，只是觉得他很努力，很能干，因为他以读唇语的方式与人沟通，这不是件易事，我必须承认。
解散后，我独自候车。车到了，我步行出外。走过贩卖部的时候，这名仁兄从玻璃门后与我有了眼神的接触。我向他点头，他以一笑回礼。这一笑，令我震撼万分。我觉悟到，这是人与人之间最原始的情谊。不用千言万语，一张普通的脸孔上流露的一个笑容，穿越了肤色种族，残障健全的界限。这是一个灵魂与灵魂的接触。惭愧，是第一股冲上心头的感觉。自责，就是冲上我心头的第二股冲击。残障，只是我们为他们冠上的称号。他们甚至没让这种障碍便成他们与世界的障碍。一个极度完美的人，到了充满不完美的世界，他的完美甚至使他们显得不完美。我不会再同情残障人士，因为“正常人”的“同情”，往往是隔绝他们与正常世界的障碍。他们就是正常人，有着不同文化的正常人。我，忏悔，因为我的自负，我侮辱了一个比我更完美的人。如果那位仁兄听到我所说坏话，他还会对我微笑示意吗？我不知道。我希望他能够原谅我的自负，而不是因为他“习惯了”别人的指指点点，而不介意这些话。
写这些出来，并不是因为我怕孽报，而是一个心灵上的忏悔。我希望以后我能够收敛我的傲慢，并尊重天下所有人，所有扮演着自己的角色的人。～忏悔～

屌！很爽！林北sipe爽啊！

如果我考试当中会中途写博，只有两种事情可能发生：sipe惨的事情发生，或者是sipe爽的东西发生了。
这一刻我等了真的很久，从两年前的一个错误选择，进了sc stream，有到了今年年头误信他言，报考add maths,我等的，就是摆脱这条死缠烂打的pacat的这一刻。考得怎样不重要，因为林北已经下定决心从此与maths科断绝关系，从此井水不犯河水！真的很爽啊！我很少在大庭广众这样失仪态的，我知道。我终于把这条将我精力吸得干干的该死软体动物捏得死死的，胜利的一刻，我竟然老泪纵横了！
考试当儿，我懒得作弊，也没必要作弊。两张试卷五个小时，就是我与软体动物的决战。我向来没打算以一百度的火候或者A1 grade的烈火把它给烧死，中等火候，五分熟就可以了。软体动物多少有实力，顽强应战。第一回合，软体动物稍占上风，进入中场休息。下半场，骁将上尽，还是与它僵持不下。该死！幸亏最后灵机一动，以智谋战胜了该虫。虫烤不烤得熟，酱我就不懂，不过没烧死他，我起码都将它踩到烂烂了。最后，把虫尸交上去验收，等待验尸报告的出炉。验尸官仿佛也看透了我的快乐，也与我欢腾。合不合格，非我能控制，我的任务，是将虫杀害后就洗手不干。任务，终归是完成了。不过，焦点大战落幕之后，还是有友谊赛要打，场场胜仗，才配得上冠军！
Akhir kata,walaupun serangga telah dibunuh,kita perlu pandai-pandai dalam memilih jalan ke masa depan kita supaya tidak digigit serangga lagi.Bak kata pepatah,sesal dahulu pendapatan,sesal kemudian tidah berguna.
Sekian terima kasih!

义亦是愚，乃一线之隔

大事前夕。无奈飞来横祸，搭错天时地不利人亦不和。此恨绵绵无绝期。
吾不欲明晰，亦不善明晰。只得告知，侣人断绝于试前夕，害人害己也。
上述乃天定。天命难改，但为地不利时造成人之不合，此为作孽。
事发于某兄与侣毅然断交，不舍，恰吾正值空闲之时，劝导之。
然此兄视吾为救世圣者，日日约见，以求高见。
吾未觉不妥，仍一一助之。
事拖至考试期间，悬而未决。以己之见，已至缘尽之时。
碍于此人深情，不忍告知，此人悲观，恐将做下绝事。
农历十月十六，暮时下雨，渐下渐大。
人生如戏，潇洒走一回，欲拿就拿，须放就放，乃男儿本色。
此人上门求助，事已闹大，须共商大计。
突发状况，令吾欲读不得，欲睡不能。
吾掩饰烦厌之色之余，还得沦为军事。
十一时许，根虽未治，大事总算完结。
吾筋已疲，力又尽，清静之音总算来临。
苦矣！上天终负有心人，虽想阅书更欲睡，只得熄灯就寝。
幸而隔日试卷未有难题，历史题题能解。
然而，好人难做，相信根本未治，耳根难清。
经此一事，心有余悸。
以此为先列，往日助人，必表明立场。各位请以此为前车之鉴。
纠缠不清，何苦？抹黑似锦前程，只求伊人回眸一笑，哀哉。
往昔君王舍江山，当今情郎舍锦程，该或不该，无可鉴定。
吾为保守之人，不恋不散不爱不恨不烦不缠，只等缘至。
只要往后不再烦之，友情必然还能延续。
珍惜或否，请君三思；
爱情友谊，请君抉择！

烂货!

相信大家都有收过政府分发的考试时间表。spm考试时间表，不仅是时间表而已，它还很贴心的包含了各种考试规则以及犯罪后果等。就在我把时间表阅毕，开始对政府的做事效率颇为满意的时候，该死的瑕辟出现了：时间表内的时间不准确！如果说时间表少了一面，那我可以理解，毕竟是印刷机的错，而印刷机是非生物，非生物的第一个特征，就是它没有思想的能力。我与一个没思想能力的东西过不去干嘛？然而，人类技术上的问题，尽然出现在这么重要的一份资料上，是我无法接受的。更何况，这不是一个，是一群人类技术上的问题。更离谱的事情还在后头。校方还是无法告诉我们需要改正的地方。很明显的，他们的阿头还没有交代下来。直到今日，11月8号，最后一项改正通告才姗姗来迟。那把怒火，早已按奈不住了！
不过有一件插曲，让我对着分时间表的怒火稍微平息。话说有某师，向本人老母告状说本人与考场内行为不检。我左思右想，实在是仗八金刚摸不着头脑。突然想通了。我曾于考场之内蓦然回首，向后座同学噗哧一笑。可能是这样的一个笑容引起了此师的懲恨心，也许此师向来就怀恨于本人，这我就不得而知了。然而面对这样的指控，我当然心有不甘，翻了又翻那本“官方spm考试时间表”，实在找不到禁止傻笑的考场规则。不是我钻牛角尖，规则表内既然连不可吸烟这样普及化的规则都列出来的，我们实在有理由相信没被列出来的，都是合法的行为。该师，显然不是这样的想法。嘿嘿，好在有份时间表当护身符。
此时此刻，我身后已传来了从酋长体育场比赛结束的哨声。水枪手横扫曼联两粒球，输球的感觉，很肚烂。心情差上加差，考试前的最后一个期待，也毁了...是恶兆？
相信这篇一帖上去，会引起教育界资深人士的不爽及肚烂。please dont sue me，i hav no money～～
--政府送的东西，好像都有瑕辟的...那，钱咧？

省思...

考试要到了，这时我平日未惧怕过的压力，已开始了它凌厉的攻势。这不像我的风格，我知道。我只得用假读书来麻痹自己的自责心。所谓假读书，就是每天拿着本参考书在那边猛翻，但进脑的知识，寥寥无几。所以，自修，永远是假的。请教高人，才是决策。所谓高人，就是靠自修进补的同学们。教，或是不教，还是教一点点，这我就控制不来了.
我不否认啦，我是一个很难面对过去的人。所以，我从不会从读我往日写下的博文。然而现在我才发现那是一个天才的作为。往日的文章，愚蠢，做作，还有种“为鉴新词强说愁”的感觉。当局者迷，旁观者清，这是执着，还是事实，就让别人判断。我只想写我的想法。
明天的我，永远是精明的。昨天的我，不是愚蠢，只是不比明天精明。这叫悲观，还是我傻了？我不知道，这个问题，我留给明天的我好好省思，这是“他”的问题，我的责任，只是睡觉。那....晚安，我。
明天从读这篇文章，将会和平时的一样愚蠢，做作，和“强说愁”。
如果有一天我傻掉了，那不是因为我头脑有问题，只是我的思想，永远停留在了昨天。
精神分裂了，我知道....

空虚...

刚才，某某人由于闲来无事，通过msn叩门来找。他说最近很矛盾，08年要结束了，很多东西来不及做。最主要的：读书。此人向来是好玩之人，说起这样的话，还让赖某愣了个半响。“thn study lo..."好不容易回复了他，他的回复又让我愣了更久。"but if study...no time to enjoy our school life liao"。的确，去学校只是提着一股考试的心情，相当的扫兴。为了抛开扫兴的毕业心情，我决定暂时将他block掉，以免他纠缠不清。
孰知，搞掂了一个，又招来一位。这个更绝，从功课方面着手。当此人问完了一堆曲折难解的文言摘要后，吐出一句："要毕业了，怎样搞？"毕业吧了，干嘛个个来烦我？何必叻？何必叻？？此等人种，BLOCk!!Block 完了这一个再appear offline...啊...清静...这时心中的疙瘩总算渐渐平伏。它会再复发吗？我可以告诉你，这只是时间问题。
究竟毕业后的生活，是爽？是闷？不知。我尝试弄清，不果。父母既定的目标到此为止，自己的故事，才刚刚开始。以后的故事，场景，人物 必然大大不同。我将是独自作画的画家？还是策划故事的编剧？看未来，就像看雾景，总是不能看个清楚。走入雾景后，会有怎样的奇遇，我们无法预知。我，为此感到渺茫。这种无法逃避茫然，你试过吗？

开头< 发展< 结局

算算下我失眠已整整三晚了。今夜失眠延续到了天亮。幸亏在如此沉闷之时，在写博之余，还有个堂哥的靓博供我阅读。此时此刻，我才发现我所错过的人生故事，比我想象中的还要多。在边读边听歌之下，文字仿佛都更能被吸收。
然而，这次的读博之旅，我从最新的博贴开始读起。这就像是从一本书的最终章慢慢的往前翻。这样的读法，虽然会是去许多阅读的惊险以及故事带来的乐趣，但是这种读法会让我们更深一层的去思考和吸收博中含有的精髓。
博中内容，赖某不便评述，但是此博在赖某失眠时所带来的安抚，令赖某欣慰万分。好博与好歌一样，在深夜里才能散发出阵阵暖流，为人带来安抚..
（由于博贴之多，我至此只阅至第七十二贴...对博中内容，除感慨之余，还包含了点点感叹）

失眠是一种病~~

大考，别名SPM，是我们千千万万个莘莘学子害怕其到来，又渴望其结束的一个Event。不要问我大考之后的计划...在这种紧张装态下，我能够安安稳稳的从考场里踏出来，算是奇迹。然而，是大考前我的所作所为，令我感到些少荒谬，还有一点点好笑。
马来年假期里，马来同胞往往会心血来潮的消耗大量火药产品，以换取瞬间快感。这些吵杂深，足以让那缠人的失眠症加剧。苦啊! 失眠时人自然会胡思乱想。想象力丰富的人更是如此。一失眠，那种学生的责任感来了。去读书！去读书！去读书！现在就去读书！快点！！脑袋里的良心不断煽动我去做一个我连闲空时都不做的活动。算了，反正也睡不着，就做些善事积点德吧...这次是我懂事以来，良心第一次大获全胜。读读下，读读下，才发现有种情况挺烦人：打瞌睡。打瞌睡，这不表示脑袋需要休息，而是我们在做着脑袋极为抗拒的活动，脑袋正向我们发出讯号要求终止活动。回到床上，翻来覆去的，还是睡不着。
此时此刻，我想起了一种古老的安眠妙计...算绵羊。1，2，3，4，5....算来算去脑袋反而越来越清醒，绵羊的品种和颜色越来越多，天色越来越亮。我又度过了一夜...
早晨的来临是突然的...翻来翻去，躺着不懂比体力透支的时刻更难受。九点多，起床，洗刷，看电视，读一点书，玩game,午餐，看电视，打球，回家。回家途中，老豆开始念....要考试了，书读多一点，改次没有文凭没有人要请你的...
我要怎样解释？我能怎样解释？讲我半夜起来读书？此时罪状只会多加一条：欺骗良心...此时此刻，我发觉被我欺压已久的良心终于有机可乘，在我的面前大刺刺的扬眉吐气一番，一雪前耻！
在此等事件接二连三的发生之后，我赖某学到了一次教训。往后的白昼里，少酗咖啡，多耗体力，多耗脑里，以换取安眠!....愿佛祖与我同在!^^

-Untitled 无题-

我回来了。然而这次的“回来”也只是暂时性的。考试仿佛就近在咫尺了。所以最近忙的不得了。说忙...不是忙着温习，而是忙着解压。解压，自然就是娱乐自己。所以讲来讲去，自己就是每天坐在电视前玩PS II还有看戏。过意不去是有点啦，但是不娱乐自己，读书读出病来，是不是更不值得？人生常理来的。大哲学家老子常挂在口边的“无为”应该就是这般道理吧...

人一忙，灵感自然化为乌有。再次提笔，我不禁担心我又会对写博上了瘾。不写嘛...那个效应更是可怕。我那该死的华文课成绩尽然从gred A2 一坠坠下了及格与不及格之间的平衡点。靠! 难道我会像瘾君子般永远与写博纠缠不清吗？我不禁望天长叹咆嚎一声：“点解?!”,不过看到身边亲友们渐渐的也染上了这种博瘾，我这次的从新提笔，已不是一个责任，而是一种时髦。

除此之外，我也借此机会向天下大众宣誓，我绝对不会再在考场里捣乱的!（这里“捣乱”的定义是根据教育部分发的考试规则而既定的。当中不包括打眼色，偷笑，打呵欠以及大声打喷嚏，请某位特定人士停止对本人某些不合常理的指控与告状）

今日一帖，往后不知何时将再见。也许是印度屠妖节的假期，也可能要到SPM的考试过后才可以抽出时间了。虽然如此，我的预考成绩比起往日已有了全面的进步! 这也许要感谢自己平时拜得神多吧...话长不如话短, 就此收笔吧! 博内的歌曲也将被更新，我在此送上Jason Mraz的最新歌曲：I'm Yours!