11/28/2009

oh a long and winding holiday...

yeah it's holiday again.and i dun bother to celebrate.frankly i prefer school day.to me holiday implies a long and boring period of my life journey...some may disagree yeah, as they travel and they keep on traveling.for me,as a man who never step out from my motherland (well...once),wat's the fun for traveling to the same place all over again?
i must emphasize tat envious and greed hold a large part in my personality.so i'll never enjoy a walk in supermarket unless i hav a clear list on wat i'm going to buy.in the contrary,most people i travel with enjoys going to mall just hanging around not buying anything.well maybe tat's my flaw,which i dun bother to care.and anyway,i always prefer to travel to somewhere closer to nature rather thn a bustling town.i hate cities.it gives me a feeling of vacancy,and the absence of humanity.so folks,whoever which is organizing a trip to cameron highland or any beaches(excluding PCB),do invite me kay?
so wat am i doing in the holiday?the answer is clear and i can tell u loudly :i did NTH to date.i spend my time loafing around.the one and only accomplishment i had done is tat i had manufacture a present box out of raw materials.although the result juz "so so",i'm feeling lucky for having the determination to do so.because it took days and nights to finish.i hav only one thing left to do with the present now. to deliver it.=)by the way maybe god wants me to study in the holiday because my PS2 broke down in a sudden and my laptop's processing speed is getting slower and slower.i think it's death is getting nearer and nearer now.i hope tat i can force myself to start study now.
i'm unclear about wat i'm writing,as my mind is now clogging with boredom and i'm satisfied with myself for being able to squeeze an article out of nothing at all.if tml i was found dead on my bed,dun doubt the fact tat i was killed due to brain tumor,which consist of numerous cancer tissues called "lameness" and "decadence".may god bless me~ Hallelujah T.T